Finally, after 5 years, this is my first arrival to my mom's hometown. I can't believe that so many changes here. Especially at the downtown. I spent almost 4 hours in the bus from Brandcity to here, and I met a lot of grandparents -my mom's aunties and uncles-.

My main purpose was to seek the grandpa's grave. It's been a long time not come there, after his funeral 6 years ago. And now, it's my 3rd arrival. I meet my uncle, he opened a cafe. Small cafe at the front of his parent's house. A cozy place to hang out, just to remember all of my life. Remember Bebe too of course...hehehe...Oya, I'm helping there too. So enjoyable!

Beside that, I'm seeking for other chance to get some JEN. Some people had told me to go back to the capital city. Another chance for my career path is waiting there. But I have to wait for a moment while the cost isn't enough for now.

Then...ughhh!!! I miss my Bebe again. I was thinking, how many Saturday nights I have spent without him? Hmmm...almost 5 months since I broke with him. And almost 11 months since the last time I met him. So, I really miss him. A lot, of course. Sometimes I don't understand why he couldn't replaceable from my heart. Maybe coz he's too perfect for my life. I realize, he is completely my whole life. He's a part of it. Yap Bebe! You are still the one for me until now! Once again, I wanna say that I still love you...

PS : I love you Bebe...I know that you understand about it...