Yap! Life is just like a rollercoaster. Sometimes up, but sometimes down. And also with mood. Such as yesterday. I felt so happy and blessed. But now and tomorrow? It would be different. For now, I can say that He still bless me -Thanks Lord!!- And I believe that tomorrow He will still bless me too! And what about the emotional condition? I think everything will be break tomorrow!

Ok, now let we see what were made me happy yesterday? Hmmm....Firstly I really unmood coz I failed meet my friend from out of town. But then I was so happy could meet my another old friend at inet cafe. Otherwise, the inet cafe's condition was good too! Those people who dislike me were gone -Yippiii!!! Thank you Daddy!!!- After that, I met Ndil on chat. It was a coincidence! A really unpredictable moment. How I miss her everyday, wanna talk with her and joking too. We shared a lot of story on chat and she asked me about Bebe too. Of course she wanted to hear how can I break up with Bebe. I told her everything. Then she left me, offline.

I was alone again until Revolver came. Once again, I was suprising. For your information, it's so difficult for us to meet each other. Never could make an appointment. But in the spontaniously circumstance, we could meet *grink!!!* How lucky I was! We talked many things, most of them were about Allnetwork. For your information again, we were join at the same team in Allnetwork -but I'm still senior than him...hahahaha *LOL*- So we were talking about it, about everything related.

After we were chatting separately, on the different computer, I chatted with Bebe. We were met. Thou we weren't talk much -coz his connection was bad!- but I felt satisfy just to see his nick join-quit on IRC. Hahaha...No...no...we talked quite much. Maybe I was too sensitive or something, but I think he still thought that I seduce him again. Hahaha...Thou I didn't do that. At one side, I admit I still adore him. Better than it, I love him. Meanwhile, I let him go away. We were finish, I realized that.
Ahhh ya....Love....Never ending story, never ending suffer!!!

PS: What will happen tomorrow?? Ughh..ughh...Hope someone won't angry to me!